tns

I've surrendered to the power

of infinite momentary love~

Fleeting indeed, but curiousness

invades the shadows~

Subtly
Sends
Him
Winding
His ways
Around
Her sultry
Stance.

s.a.s

a thick
fat
tongue
inscribing,
deciphering
a delicate
taste

mm yes

there's a cubby hole 

filled to the gills

with tricks and thrills

find me at

~the fine line

down

down

down

l o w  l o w  l o w

go        go         go

fuck you

no literally, i want to fuck you.

I ripped the page
From my diary
and held it against my chest>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<
Just to feel<
The empty
Words.

I broke myself off

A piece of you.

It pleasures me.

I fuck myself

With words

You left unhinged~

It's just like you
To lead me
By a golden egg.
It's just like me
To want to break it
To prove its existence.

sunken cloud

Grappling my granite heart

Tears cast like stones 

Through the puddles of my eyes

goddamnit

finding comfort in the fucked up
feelings of the old familiar
face of heartlessness.

shaking the shade would only benefit
those
who believe it didn't exist.

Cherry

between lines there's no lies~

gray space laces 

you & I

slipping out of skin
night in our eyes

subsides

banks on it

Unwavering I trust

You took 

What you needed

And left 

The rest.

Fill those holes

The best you can do.

GBB

see you scoping

out a lay

to rest~

ripe

the fruit of my mind

fell

for your feast 

can

do; fully

mnlt

she is...
the whole of light
in your life~

NNN&F

elbow low

wrist explains

the ache of her

(HE)art

ad

risky love phantom

touches

the night

with his

light

shift;

TL

leaders want to be lead.
be in the lead.

OPD

Beautiful to me;

Self hatred

Makes

The best writings 

For lighting

The soul ablaze~

Tyftm

I came
I felt
I saw
I learned
I shared
I left
I chose
I go~

Sh

Your mind will stand in line 

behind 

a infinite amount of seemingly

fine ideas

Your ego will cheer for you,

convincing you

You're right

You 

Are

Convinced 

To the core

You couldn't 

Keep score

Who

Will

Save

Your 

Self...

Self..

Less

On... I'm here
For you to stare
At
A reflection
Of yourself.
In
Security
Grabs hold of your
Throat
From deep inside
The
Bellowing
Ache
That keeps you alive~

Not tea

drinking myself

I taste sweet 

Goes down as easy as a boiled treat...

Solute

ill behead all characters from the beginning of the book.

they're useless, they're cowards, taking, taking, 

TOOK.

afraid of the passion that burns deep inside, 

Is it love? Is it love? 

My words echo out~~~

J,

you know you could peel back my skin, and you still wouldn't feel close enough to me;

Twh

tormentous traces
skilled places
to love from lust~

t p

the feeling was familiar

i think

it had to have been when 

i 

decided

to remember it

ache

you could be me, but I not you.

I see my self through and through.

who could I be but me?

inland

your eyes set sail at sea after
you saw my white flag from across the depths
of my heart

tease

eyes.

in the shadow of love, I find peace.

quickly candied

cuddling a crumbling foundation, I am eased in to eternal with a renewed and reviewed Self.

the tone

correspondence unlimited.

fresh ground

untapped, mystical and present. fascinating.

normal.

a random feeling of misguided judgement helps point responsibility to intuition.

Gratuitous

I often forget the power of unsung truth. A playful examination of quietness that tickles and teases a sense of accomplishment. When will I ever learn that trade?

tragic

a hopeful breath felt across my lips.

strain and restrain

disintegrate

gentle lever

a strange stirring of existence begs questions of security within oneself.

act

prancing around you whimsically, your genuine eyes of interest begged for an agreement of our magnetic existence.

naturally satisfying your salacious appetite, I share a bare stare.

a moment

per thought, not enough words.

forgotten sustainability

frantic, I follow my Self to the light.
standing with power in the full,
I courageously grant serenity
and give blessings and thanks
for the
stunning view from the top, I wonder
about the wonderment.


Love,
Shak.

unmanned ship of sorrow

no strangeness in the spoken tale of truth 

although already being interpreted as an

interruption of the receiving's thoughts. 

Love,

Shak.

moments of shedding

As quickly as it appeared it was gone:
The spark of a new dawn tarnished by the remembrance of disappointment.
Laying expectedly and willfully preparing for the darkness to succumb.
Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
Nothing anywhere, speaks of the beauty between the dark and the light.
This stage of preparedness to slough off negative energies of which reap no power in this existence.
The stage of acceptance to embrace forecasts of light and love to follow.
Seeking balance is to exist.
Seeking to exist is seeking to love.
Seeking to love is seeking to know ones Self.
Truer than true.
There is you.

Love,
Shak.

unwind rewind

moments are forever trapped in the Now.
give thanks, learn, grow, gravitate towards positivity.

New Moon + Positive Intentions 10/12/2015

Happiness:
Transform any darkness by bringing equal amounts of light. Where there is darkness, there is always light. And light is information. Transforming the first to the latter, while maintaining a healthy balance to support all systems currently in place to be the progressive intention I set forth, positively.

Health:
Create an enlightening environment of live food that boosts my well-being positively. Helping to continue to shed unnecessary and extra body inches healthfully to lose more of Ego, and help nourish more of Self. Less of me physically means more of me.  Giving thanks for my body's positive encounter with nourishing and essential vitamins and minerals which aides to my wealth of health-- mind, body and soul. Spend sufficient time outside giving thanks to nature for its beautiful existence. Practice balance, and happiness.

Love & Relationships.
See it through. Speak sweet, and true while giving continuous thanks for the opportunity to learn and grow through accurate communication, while positively maintaining every interaction gracefully and empathetically with an open heart to truly be the love, and create the love you wish to see exist. Take advantage of open opportunities to commend strengths, and encourage wholeness of ones self. Be fluid, be respectful, be kind, be generous and give thanks.

Money:
Create a system within this month that continually blesses my family with effortless monetary abundance. Earning $2,660 more per month to pay off all debts owed, travel easily anywhere to access positive clarifications to continue to live abundantly, as well as save money for future positive endeavors all while giving eternal thanks for the opportunity to receive more abundance.

Spirituality:
See everything as a beautiful opportunity for Truth-Growth. Seek and you shall find. Maintain positivity for all things placed divinely available. Feed the light; tame the dark and give infinite thanks for wholeness and abundance. Holding no expectation of reality; decidingly creating reality with positive emotional connection to the Now.

Future:
Encompass all experiences as light to maintain balanced and positive control of the amount of darkness necessary to fully appreciate and give ample thanks for the opportunity to live abundantly.

Love,
Shak.

Chauffeur

Rise from the lies,
Strike! to only realize
We despise ourselves
No fear in the Eye
Freedom changes the game
From lame
To sublime;
Sublime;
polished perspective of presentation
Creation
From one heart to ones mind


Love,
Shak.

greet thy neighbor

how can we tell if thy neighbor is a light lover?

life, lover?

say it twice;

i know you from somewhere

i know you from somewhere

those spoken words reap no lies

catch them by surprise

your words ring true.

you know them from now,

everlasting truth.

Love,
Shak.

strangled island

My expectations suffocated my reality. Smothered in-security. And then I became in-credible.

Love,
Shak.

shiny day

I spent some time reflecting on the information you enlightened me with. It was unexpected, and came during a time of my fragile mind. I spent some time pondering how I could've ever let myself get to that point. And now, that point is no longer a pole. It is water. It moves me to new heights, it impresses me with its dark and mysterious waters.
It is I, and I am it.
I stand before myself in pleasure and in pain. I agree with with both as they are the same.

Love,
Shak.

Ego/Self Surprise

Such a fool to see both cups in front of you, one over flowing, one a quarter full. Without another thought you pour recklessly on top and bat no Eye at the sight of the truth.


Love,
Shak.

A Version Better

Impatiently impatient.
Can't wait for the slow growth of marination.
This is the messier version of the two.


Love, Shak.

find love

I see my Self staring at you in a dark room slightly filled with smoke. 

creaks of internal sunshine beam expectedly yet somberly

I see my Self, on the latter side basking freely.

the moment passes and yet I forever live in the guilt of Self-atonement.

remembrance sparks new hope..

continuation begins here~

Love, Shak.

CD X BlackoutX Circumstances

Tasting the flowery bud on the tip of my tongue,

I see mySelf in yourSelf.

When I speak in blurts, I see your mind traveling with mine. 

chatter--

More information comes clearer. 

In sync, music, the glaze and your gaze a glare--

So bright, sunshine I can no long bare.

I am haulted; stunned to find your eyes locked in mine.

>>>>>>>my only intention was to shine through my mouth with words as colorful as the rainbow I embody.

not only unnecessary, 

the information I spoke was the vibe I toked; from your infinite song.

Love, Shak.

CD

Wayworn are the misappropriated thoughts,

no longer recumbent to the gratuitous verse.

I feel like I'm falling deeper in to the pit; the valley of peace.

-Love, Shak.